My life for years was a living nightmare. One I did not wish to continue. I found myself questioning God for not taking me home. Raised in a home where there was much teasing, I always felt inferior. I endured major cosmetic surgery as a result, which led to numerous health issues, other surgeries, and ultimately a final surgery to repair damage. I spent many years beating myself up for making "stupid decisions". After losing my only sister in a tragic accident, I felt I was living in her shadow, trying to "measure up". I searched for meaning, for purpose, for balance, for approval.
I was drowning, sinking deeper, until one day I had had enough. Through much prayer and research, the Lord revealed the answer for which I had been searching. I had a sliver of hope for the first time in years. I wasn't crazy! I was codependent. Though it took time and understanding, each day since has gotten better.
I now know why I went through each and every moment. I am to share my hope with you, to walk alongside you on your journey. I have meaning, purpose, balance, and approval (from myself).
If you are identifying with any of my story please know you are not crazy and you are not alone!
Reach out, please. I am here to help.
Much Love and Hope,